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Billy's Poems
Darkside of a Poem

These are poems for sad times in life...

Here's my sad, depressing poems in the order I wrote them:

-Darkness of Souls
-Emptyness
-Broken Heart
-Into the Darkness
-Into the Night
-Serpent Heart
-Lonely End
-Day by Day (11/08/02)
-Fight (11/08/02)
-Elemental (1-17-03)

Darkness of Souls

The sweetness of my heart
The deepness of my soul
Is now just no more
Only a black hole

The darkness is seeping
Down to the core
Leaving me heart
Feeling cold and sore

And this all because
Of a single other soul
Who I loved so dearly much
But now nothing but that hole

Whatever we once had
Is now gone for good
And now there's the Darkness
Which serves as my hood

The Darkness now my soul
The cold now my heart
Is now who I am
So now we shall depart

Emptyness

The emptyness of my heart
The emptyness of my soul
My life feels so empty
Just an empty black hole

My life cannot go on
Without you always there
The emptyness grows inside me
When I feel that you don't care

It engulfs me in it's balckness
It drowns me in it's sorrow
It makes me wonder every night
Will there be a tomorrow?

My life is now just emptyness
My heart is now just pain
It tears my soul into pieces
Making me go insane

How long do I have to feel like this?
Empty and alone inside
Will I ever feel loved again?
Or forever should I hide?

Hiding from the sorrow
Hiding from the pain
Hiding from the emptyness
Just to keep me sane

Broken Heart

Why do I go through this sorrow?
Why must I feel this pain?
For once I felt I was happy
Instead of going insane

My feelings are all a jumble
My stomach is churning around
I feel like I'm just falling
Tumbling to the ground

I try to look happy
I hold back all the tears
But I always let them loose
When nobody is near

This sorrow, this pain
Why must it be so?
Why can't we be together?
Why must I be alone?...

Into the Darkness

There is a fire burning
deep within my heart
It's raging...flaming...
tearing everything apart

Then the fire is extinguished
By the emptyness inside
Always pulling me apart
So I run away and hide

This loneliness grows
In the depths of my soul
Letting my darkness
Create a black hole

My feelings get sucked in
My happiness is no more
Whatever layed in my heart
Has diapperared forevermore

Twirling, spinning
My feelings down a black well
Tumbling, falling
To the very pits of hell

Who will take me out of
This pit I've created myself?
Who will be able to bring me
All the way back to health?

Back again to see the light
Back from the fires of hell
Back before I destroyed myself
Back before I fell

Into the Night

My only light has left me
Now only darkness remains
I thought I would be happy
I thought I could be sane

My sanity, very slowly,
Disappears out of sight
Then the darkness surrounds me,
My blanket made of night

Darkness, darkness, everywhere
And not a light to see
And I sit here all alone as
The darkness seeps into me

Seeps into the very depths
Of my body, heart, and soul
Seeping, seeping, deeper still
Creating an empty hole

Empty feelings attmpt to fill
The hole that was my heart
It makes me feel empty inside
As it tears me all apart

It pushes me away from family
And friends I found so dear
The voices start to flood my mind
Drowning out all I hear

All the pain and suffering
Has left me cold and sore
The night has now engulfed me
Now I am no more

Serpent Heart
 
My soul has been eaten away
And clogged up like a gutter
To the point where confusion be
The one thing my mind utters
 
Torn away by the passing of time
Heart and soul alike
Stabbed and stabbed repeatadly
Never stopping the strike
 
Over and over, in and again
Like a stake through the vampire's heart
Tearing through his immortal chest
Straight to the tender part
 
Insanity overwhelms one
Smothered in their own kindness
It buries the serpent deeper
Till it thrusts out at the kindless
 
It stabs at one's existence
Filling it with venom
Until their blood runs cold
And slowy eats away them
 
The serpent growns weary of this foolish game
It wishes to end it now
Take thee sword from thy sheath
And stab it into my brow
 
Thrus till it goes no deeper
Push till no metal is seen
Put me out of my misery
Kill the serpent in me

Lonely End
 
Lonely from the sorrow
Lonely from the pain
Lonely from the loneliness
Takign what is sane
 
Lonely from the bleeding
Lonely from the snare
Lonely from the stabbing
Through my chest held bare
 
Lonely from the nothingness
Lonely from the dark
Lonely from the emptiness
Emptying out my heart
 
Lonely, lonely, forever lonely
Only which is my life
Now my existence ends forever
with the sharp blade of this knife

Day by Day
 
Day after day
Night after night
My thoughts always turn to black, from white
 
Thought after thought
Dream after dream
Every moment being ripped at the seams
 
String by string
Bead by bead
Falling away from my own self-esteem
 
Drip by drip
Drop by drop
Never finding a way to make it all stop
 
Step by step
Day by day
Please just make it all go away

Fight
 
My life which is not mine
Darkness to the ends of time
Swimming through the blackest night
Always losing the gruesome fight
 
Slipping, falling away from it all
Becoming deaf to the lonely call
The call of what's good in all of the pain
The call of everything happy and sane
 
Evil consumes all I have
Killing it like a lame, sick calf
Suffocating it like a jealous lover
Putting it into the ground to cover
 
Listen to the story my life tells
A journey through the depths of hell
Lonely, sadness, sorrow, and pity
Tall sky scrapers in my life, my city
 
All of my tears, into this paper, they go
Which can't be wiped away with one one blow
Maybe in time things will be right
But as of today, I've lost my own fight

Elemental
 
Strength is my burden
Imperfection, my enemy
Fire embodies the essence of me
Arrows many I've taken for thee
 
Life ismy torture
Time whithers it away
Confound in the crypt
Here, am I, to stay?
 
Lost in this damnation of a maze
Trapped as a lighting bug in June
Stabbing towards what I can't find
Wishing the ending was soon
 
Searching for my water
to wash away the blood
Searching for my soul
covered in Deaths's hood
 
The love sits in frong of me
But any of it, I have none.
It keeps it's distance away from me
like the clouds can't reach the sun.